today i done bought the prettiest flowers i ever seen

:]

help me decide!

i really want these boots:
http://www.thefryecompany.com/Product-Women-Boots-Tall%20Shaft-77800BLK.aspx
next paycheck i'm going to get them.

but i cant decide- Black? or Grey?
I like both equally much.
I feel like I'll get more wear out of the black since I wear so much black.. but i dont KNOW!!!!! this is driving me nuts.


feedback. please.

i want so badly to be away for a while- on a wood deck- get a splinter- trees and breese and some water nearby. beers and charcoal and someone brought their dog. someone definitely brought their guitar. hot sun all day and cool enough for blankets at night and lots, tons of stars and quiet sounds. surrounded.

1001 distractions and counting..

http://rulesformyunbornson.tumblr.com/page/2

and June 24 IS required listening.

HACK

i simply cannot live without this blog.
it's a world i don't know, it takes me completely out of mine.
the writing is fantastic. the artwork is.. too.
http://samarov.blogspot.com/

give to me.

am excited for fall.

sometimes i blog elsewhere..

BOOM!
http://www.shortandsweetnyc.com/2009/08/eat-drink-beaner-bar.html

:)

I was discussing with Kav how much we used to love Stabbing Westward but how we realized upon more adult reflection how fucking trite their lyrics are... i figured I'd post this beaut of an example:


"You are all I am
you are all I ever want to be
I think of you
A solitary cry
echoes through my throat and through my mind
I think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again

For hours I'll just stare
at my ceiling at nothing at all
and think of you
candlelight through bells
make shadows just like roses in my mind
and I think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again

Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Just can I die?

Maybe I could try
to take a bath and drink a little wine
and think of you
But probably I'll lie
naked on the floor by candlelight
and I'll think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again

I think I woke up
I think I woke up
I think I woke up
I think I woke up

I think I woke up
I think I woke up
I think I woke up
screaming again"


Conversely, last night I had a dream that I was hanging out with my ex. I woke up abruptly from that dream to find a huge mosquito sucking at my inner elbow.

This morning I duct-taped my air conditioner.

busy bee.

hi how are you?

tonight is an exciting night. i'm being taken to brighton beach to go to a restaurant called Tatiana's that is notoriously rife with russian mafia. My mother even phoned me after some thought and said she wanted me to be extremely careful. now i'm excited And scared. but we will be there early and supposedly there's fireworks!! (altho i'm not supposed to know this ahead of time - it is impossible to surprise me i guess :)

so i think this will be a good, adventurous day.

we've also got a full squad ready to tear it up for kickball and everyone seems excited and motivated- if we could only stave off the rain.

top this off with out-of-town guests and i'm not sure i'll get the rest I sorely need after this crazy work week- new website launch is just over the horizon (say mid august)

;) leaving early for a nap today.

i haven't written words in this blog for sometime, so there you go.
all caught up.

jane has some interesting things to say today..

http://debauchette.com/

more long portraits and other good things here:
http://vimeo.com/siege/videos

i think i really want to go to a service..

i thought this was cute..

and then she pulled him aside and smacked him for holding his umbrella incorrectly.

look to the left of the party